2011年10月26日星期三

herve leger 2011-I Tingzhaoduzi home, but her husband heard the groans of the room ... ( said to be

married two years later, I discussed with Mr connected to her mother from the countryside to spend their remaining years. Mr. father passed away very hour, he is the only sustenance mother, his mother grew up in a person dependent for his way through college. I said yes again and again, immediately to her mother to pack out a room with a balcony to the south, you can sun, the raising of flowers or something. Mr. standing sunny room, did not say a word, but I suddenly raised circular motion in the room, in my tread for mercy, the President said: br> Mr. tall, I like close to his chest, feeling petite body ready to be caught up into his pocket. When my husband and I had a dispute but refused to yield, the President took me lifted up his head above the rickety, until I scared mercy. I fear the joy of this fascination.



mother in the countryside used to temporarily get rid of. I used to buy a bouquet of flowers placed in the living room, her mother and later could not bear it: his head and muttered, Mr. laughed: buy flowers back, still could not help but ask how much money, I said, he - truthfully answered, her mouth would suck the louder, sir twisted my nose, said: ? breakfast table, my mother's face is often overcast, and I pretended not to see. mother put chopsticks confused jingling sound chaotic, this is her silent protest.



I Children's Palace do dance teacher, has enough tired of jumping around, and the morning warm bed herve leger swimsuit, I do not want to throw away only to enjoy, so I turned a deaf ear to the mother's protests. mother even music to help me do some household chores, She made me even more busy. For example, she collected all the garbage bags, such as saving enough to sell that waste plastic, waste plastic bags and made at home everywhere; she was not willing to use dishwashing detergent, in order not to hurt her self-esteem, I had to secretly wash it again.



time, I was washing dishes at night secretly saw her mother, her in tears. Mr. dilemma, and afterwards, Mr. did not talk to me one night, I like a baby, lie, he did not talk to me, I fire, and asked him: good.



mother to prevent her son for breakfast, breakfast not hesitate to assume the burning of do not do to his wife's responsibility. in order to avoid embarrassment, the way to work I had to buy a bag of milk to kill himself. sleep, sir, a little angrily asked me: eat? desperately to keep them up to suppress the Bay, but still did not hold him down, I dropped the bowl and ran into the bathroom, vomited rare in uproar when I gasped when laid down flat, mixed with the native dialect see her mother crying and complaints sound, standing in the bathroom doorway, Mr. looked at me angrily, my mouth dry Zhang speechless, I did not mean to. my husband and I first started a heated argument, seeing that we stared at her mother first, then got up and , hobbled out to go, sir bitterly look at me, her mother went down to recover.



accident ushered in new life, but suddenly ruined her mother's life! < br>


three days, sir, did not return home, even the phone I was upright, since her mother to think about, I had enough of wronged themselves, but also how do I like? Momin Its wonderful, I always want to vomit, no appetite to eat anything, plus a mess of the family, and I feel bad to the extreme later, or colleagues, said: did not think it does?



in front of the hospital, I saw Mr. seen just three days, he was emaciated many I wanted to turn left, but he looks like me distressed, and did not hold back, I call him sir followed the sound to see me, but do not seem to know, eyes a hint of disgust hide homes, they hurt me the cold, I say look at him with his Do not look at him, hand stopped a taxi, when I think Mr. Xiang shouted: lying in bed like Mr. eyeful of his aversion to my corner of the quilt holding crying.



night at home with the sound turned drawer. turn on the light, I saw tears, Mr. sounded the face, he is money and I looked at him coldly, quietly and he loved me but not, holding the book and the money left in a hurry, maybe Mr. intend to completely leave me. really sensible man, Love and money share so clearly, I sneer a few tears , looking for a good talk, Mr., Mr. found a company secretary looked at me strange, said: stiff, and I looked at her mother skinny pale face, the tears could not stop: My God! how could this be? until buried her mother, sir, did not say a word to me, even all look at me with a deep disgust.



on accident, I learned about from others mouth, stumbled after her mother went out to go to the station, she wanted to go home, she walked faster, Mr. Prada, wear cross the road, hit a bus head-over ... ...



I finally understand the disgust of Mr., that morning if I did not vomit, if we do not quarrel, if he ... ... heart, I was indirectly killed his mother sinners.



Mr. moved into her mother's silent room, all covered with the alcohol came back every night, while I have been Poor self-esteem and guilt overwhelmed, he wanted to explain, he said that we wanted to have children soon, but looking at his cold eyes and took all the words are swallowed back. I prefer to play Mr. I Dayton or call me a meal, although this is not my all accidents deliberately.



choking the life one day at a repetition continues, more and more time to go home late Mr. we are deadlocked a, stranger even than the embarrassment I was tied to his heart's knot.



time, I passed a restaurant, through the transparent windows, I saw a Mr. young girl sitting face to face, he gently Lelong hair for girls, I understand everything. first stay, then I entered the restaurant, standing in front of Mr., and gazed at him, eyes do not tear I say nothing, has nothing to say. girls look at me, look at my husband, wants to go to stand up, my husband hold her hand herve leger 2011, and then doing the same, never show weakness at me, I can only hear his slow heartbeat, what about beating on the verge of death-like pale edges.



is that I lost, if we stand down, I will belly of the child with fall.



that night, sir not go home, he lets me know this way: With her mother's death, our love is dead, sir never came back Sometimes, I came home from work and saw the wardrobe too passive - the President came back to take some of my things I do not want to call him, still trying to explain to him the original idea of ​​something, everything is completely lost.



me a life, a person to the hospital for physical examination, often saw a man leaning on his wife to do careful physical examination, my heart will be broken I could not look. my colleagues advised me to play vaguely out Well, I firmly said no, me mad to give birth to this child, can be considered compensation for the death of her mother, and I came home from work, sitting in the living room, Mr., Mr. looked at me, look complicated, and I like .



While I understand the side button coat, said to myself: Siding in the eyes of death I have been on the belly herve leger dresses on sale, I smiled, walked over and dragged over the paper, without even looking, sign their name onto him. I said: Mr. slowly lying to me, tears penetration of the quilt. In my mind, a lot of things very far away, far away to even if I fail to get a run. Do not remember how many times told me that Mr. . We draw the heart in each other deep scars. I, is unintentional; him, is deliberate.



look forward to bury the hatchet, but the past has not again!



think belly of the child except when the heart is warm, while the President, my heart cold frost, do not eat anything he bought, not any of his gifts, not with him. Starting from the piece of paper signed, all marriage and love in my heart die. Mr. tried to return to the bedroom sometimes, he came, I went to the living room, sir, had to return to her mother's room to sleep. Night, sometimes from the President's room came a slight groan, I said nothing. This is his habit of playing tricks, as long as I ignored him before he pretend to be sick, I will obediently surrender his concern for how, and he grabbed me laugh. He forgot, then I would feel bad because there is love, now, what else should we? Mr.



moaning intermittently continued to use the birth of a child. His children almost every day to buy things, baby supplies, children's products, as well as a favorite book, a bag, reach his room filled.



I know he is such a way that touched me, and I have been unmoved. He had to shut in the room, with a computer



turn in a late spring night, severe abdominal pain so I shouted, President rushed to a stride, as if he did not even undress to sleep, as is so for the time come. I ran downstairs on her own, Mr., hailed, along the way tightly clutched my hand, I constantly wipe the sweat from the forehead. To the hospital, I go out on her own obstetric run. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth, a thought suddenly broke into my heart: in this life, who would like him love me? Mr. escorted the delivery room door, looked at me and go, look nice and warm, I endured the pain of his smile. Out from the delivery room, looked at me and his son, Mr., his eyes wet laugh laugh ah ah's. I feel a bit his hand. Mr. looked at me, smiled, and then, slowly and wearily down to limp.



pain I shout his name ... ...



President smiled, did not open their eyes ...

tired

I thought never shed a tear for the President, the fact is, there has never been so intense pain tore my body. The doctor said, my husband's liver cancer is discovered late, he will stick for so long is absolutely a miracle. When I asked the doctor found? The doctor said five months ago, and then to comfort me: smothered by pain. Mr.
liver had been found in the five months ago, his groaning was real, I actually thought ... ...

20 million words on the computer, the son of the message is addressed to Mr. : children, for you, I have been adhering to, and then waiting to see you one back

, the biggest wish now I ... I know, your life will be a lot of fun or frustration, if I can accompany you through this

growth process, which is how happy, but my father do not have this chance. Dad on the computer, you may encounter problems in life to write down

, so when you encounter these problems, you can refer to his father's advice ... ...?

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my dearest child, finished the 20 million words, I feel like to accompany you through the entire growth process. Really, my father very happy.

to love your mother, she was very hard, is a person who loves you, is my favorite person ... ... son go from kindergarten to primary school, secondary school,

University, to work and other aspects of love, share all wrote. Mr.

I wrote a letter: My dear, you are married to the greatest happiness of my life, forgive me for the harm you, forgive me for hiding illness

, because I want Do you have a good feeling to wait for the child's birth ... ... my dear, if you cry, that you have to forgive me, I

laugh, thank you always love me ... these gifts, I fear no chance to give their children, and I trouble you for a year to send him several gifts

, packaging gifts are written on the box the date ... ...



back to the hospital, sir, is still in a coma. I hold over my son, on his side, I said: br> Mr. struggling to open his eyes, smiled slightly. Son nestling in his arms, dancing pink little hands.



I love to pay it!

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